Shadow in the back of the room... that's me.

[Destiny]

Hey guys... right now I feel really stupid. I have times where I'm happy and just want to laugh and be with other people, but then everyone looks at me funny and thinks I'm wierd... I just don't know what to do. I have a relatively average self-esteem, but I always feel no one likes me. I feel like... like I'm unwanted. Everyone makes me feel like I'm worthless and I'm dumb just because I don't wear makeup like other girls and have a stupid boyfriend and look like one of those skinny super models. I may be of average weight, and I don't get the ridicule that sadly some overweight people do, but it still hurts when no one seems to want to be your friend. All the guys I ever had crushes on all made fun of me. I guess I'm just a big, fat ugly girl. I wish I could be more. I know that God made me this way, but sometimes I have to ask myself... why? Why did he have to make me the way I am? Shy, unsocial... I just feel so rotten. Like I have no purpose. I feel like everything I am is just one big blob of nothing. I'm sorry for dumping this on you guys... I should probably just shut up and return to being that old shadow in the back of the room...

[Spottedleaf]

you know, I used to be just like that Lion. But let me tell you somethin'. Everyone has a place in this world and everyone is special. Lion you are a very gifted writer, look at all the poems you've made. I bet that if you published some of them into a book, it would be a sell out!!

And if I'm correct, I think your younger then me. Don't worry about those people. I know it hurts.... trust me, I've had my own fair share and maybe a little more then most because of my face and teeth but it will pass.

When I first entered high school, I told myself that no matter what, I would smile all thoughout the day. and you know what? I made about five friends from that very first day (an A day) that I'm very good friends with now. And on the B day, I did the same thing and made around 15!! You can't show that your shy if you want to make friends that you want to keep. It will take time but you will get there. I promise.

[>> Cheryanna]

Hey, Dapps right ya know. I was once known as a sworn loser when I didn't make any friends. So, try to get out of that old you and be a social person. I know how you feel right now. It's painful so, try to be a new person but don't change your other characters!

[Destiny]

Ok, thanks guys. Just being with you makes me feel better *gives giant bear hug* I love you guys! The upside is I have made a few friends this year. They all love warriors like me. But they also always talk about Naruto, which I don't watch nor ever have really seen *smiles* What would I do without friends like you guys?

[>> Cheryanna]

Umm.... Jump down building? JK lol XD

[Destiny]

No I probably would just sulk away somewhere, but I wasn't really going to think about it. LOL!

[Spottedleaf]

I don't know any people who read Warriors at school... but my friends r all basically hooked on the very thing I love more then Warriors....

ART!!! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D I LOVE ART!!

and get this, one loves horses just like I do. So of course we were instantly close. and my bestest friend of all time is named Kathleen. she likes Jackalopes and I'm making her a xmas present that's dedicated to Jackalopes.... but don't tell her. lol

[Destiny]

Yeah I'm pretty lucky to have them. I love art, too! I just finished my first quarter of it. I got like an A- or something. I got to make this really awesome mask and write a story about it! It was so AWESOMELY FUN!

[Spottedleaf]

lol, cool. I forget what it's like have just a quarter of art... it was unbearable.

lol, now not only do I get a semester of art but 2 full blocks of art classes for this semester and the next!! ;D and I have 3 art teachers and beings I have so many art classes, they become my closest teachers, especially beings I've already known them a year

[Destiny]

There's pretty much only one art teacher at our school. He's Ok, but I've had better.